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[28 May 2007|05:25pm] |
Scary. It's been...a year and a couple of months since I've updated this thing. When I think about it, the last time I updated was around the time things were still above a breaking point. They weren't good but they were...salvageable. Too bad I didn't see that that's how they were.
A lot's happened since then. More than I could get down in the few minutes I have left before I have to leave for work. This means that I'm going to cut this revival short and come back to LJ. Even if no one still uses it, I plan on writing.
Until later, loves.
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[06 Mar 2006|08:41pm] |
It's been a while since I've updated. When was the last time? December? Yeah, it's been a while. There hasn't been too much going on, really. The school year's almost over (Shit, I'm going to be a senior.) and I kind of feel like this past year has been a waste. Like I haven't exactly been doing what I should be doing or what I want to be doing or... something. I don't know. I think I've just been pretty pensive lately; thinking about what's happened over the last few years and how different things have gotten. How different I've become. You know when you start thinking about change and progress and somehow you manage to relate it all back to one event, one that had such a huge impact on you? I guess you can't always pinpoint the exact time, but I feel like I have. Like I know why most of what's happened, happened. And the weird thing is, I'm kind of surprised by what I've realized. And this is me being Emo. Okay, Emo Ana is done. Moving on.
My cousins are probably moving here from El Salvador over the summer. That'll be cool, I guess. I haven't lived with any real family close-by since I was about five. I mean, my aunt and my older cousin lived in Miami for a while, but I wasn't as close with them as I am with my cousins. That's probably because they're around my age but, whatever, it'll be cool. I might end up switching schools next year if they do come. Mostly because it'll make things easier for them and my parents. Odds are I won't, but there's still that chance that I will. Two and a half weeks until Spring Break! I'm really excited for that because I'm going to El Salvador! And as we all know, Ana hearts El Salvador. I'll finally go to the beach! I haven't been to the beach in like a year. It's really sad; stupid North Carolina and your fucked up weather. And now to homework...
♥ Ana
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I haven't updated this thing in like 4 months, so I decided I should.
I made a new layout for it and all tht good stuff. I love it!
Not much has been going on lately, except for the fact that IB has taken over my life. Ahh it stresses me out. Orals are starting next week, but I scheduled mine for Dec 13th so I still have a while to work on it. Yay for me?
This weekend has been good so far. I went to the football game yesterday and rode the stupid bus there. It took fucking forever to get there and then we left for Independence. We were like rushed into the stadium when we got there and there was no room to even walk. Our side was so packed with people, it was crazy. Me and Alex, and Amy found Caryn, Jennifer, Jaehee, and Kiara, and tried to climb through people to get up onto the bleachers. There was no room.. so everyone was standing to watch the game and it was so fucking cold... Brrrr lol. It was fun though, we were all screaming even though we had no idea what was going on. I don't understand football, hell no. I just screamed when everyone else did lol. Caryn and I were gonna start randomly singing but that didn't exactly work out lol. The other team scored in the 1st minute and we just plain sucked. That's right, MP DOESN'T KNOW! At halftime a shit load of people started leaving because it was fucking cold and we were losing, so there was room to sit! Caryn and I saw someone with nachos and desperately wanted some lol so we went on a mission and got our nachos... which I could barely eat because my hands were like numb and frozen. Then in like the 3rd quarter or something, we decided to leave because the game wasn't all that fun anymore and to top it all off, I was FMAO! (freezing my ass off!). Then Alex, Caryn, and I went to the movies because we didn't want to be "IB losers" and go home at 10. We went to see Rent since me and Caryn wanted to show Alex how much she was like Maureen lol. Then Alex and Caryn fall asleep during the movie because they are tired lol.
I tutored Brooks in the afternoon today and once again we did nothing. We walked to Starbucks and I showed him some Grammar stuff, we did 1 question, and then went off on our little tangents and started talking. Then we got coffee and were shocked that it was only like $1.50 a cup lol. Coffee= life, especially for $1.50 lol. "It only happens once a year!" lol. So then we finished that 1 exercise and ended up talking about more random crap lol.. underwear for Xmas!..and left.
I'm going to MIA for New Years instead of going to El Salvador for the break. I ♥ my Miami ppl!
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[05 Aug 2005|05:47pm] |
Life is too damn stressfull in NC!
This summer [well this July really] has changed me so much, after thursday life here is gonna suck once again.
I <3 the blurty days
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[03 Jul 2005|05:14pm] |
I'm at my cousins house in PuPuSaViLLe (El Salvador). Too much has happened to write it all, so I'm just going to mention some highlights.
-Meeting Pharell at MIA airport!!! I'll post pics soon!
-Going to Multiplaza with Ine and Caro.
-Eating good as hell ice cream. Brindamos al PIANO!! jajajaj.. y a la vida y el sorbete
-Going to La Zona Rosa to Avant and Code. Nice as hell clubs
-Eating Pizza.
-Flores Family Reunion lol
My grandparents gave me a cell phone to use while I'm here.. I dont have the number though lol.
I might go to the Tiziano Ferro concert on Friday and then to La Zona.
Gaby me tienes que llamar!!
I'll elaborate later..and post some pics!!!
<3 ana
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The |COUNtdOWN 2 PuPuSaViLLe| is going on. 3 days left!
Im not going 2 Europe anymore with my cousins.. and they left PuPuSaViLLe today.. so I wont have that many cousins 2 see there but its still going to be kick ass.
On Tuesday morning Im leaving this piece of shit called Charlotte and stopping by Miami at like 8. Ill be at the airport for like 4 hours so those who want 2 can come visit! lol (ViX I will bring u PuPuSaS lmao).
Not much has happened since my last update. I got my report card and my grades were good. My cousin came from Houston and weve gone to the movies. The 1st time it was 2 see Batman Begins, which was pretty good, and then we went 2 MarbleSlab and I saw Michael at work lol. He looked so pissed when some ppl ordered milkshakes. Then we went the next day with Gladys and Davey to see Mr. and Ms. Smith... and for some retarded reason we snuck in 2 Madagascar lol. Ive been cleaning out all the shit from my room and unpacking boxes that have been piled in my room since I moved here a year ago. Wow... Ive been gone 4rm Miami for a year *tear* I have to finish doing everything in my room by Tuesday or according to my mom.. I cant go to PuPuSaViLLe. Ill be done in a few hours though so w/e. I need to go shopping for the trip! I need 2 buy stuff for my GGs lol.
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[06 Jun 2005|10:31pm] |
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For some reason my last entry isnt showing up but w.e
Ok I have something 2 complain about lol. PUSH P0PS.
So today I went to Blockbuster 2 get some movies because today was the last day of school!! lol and I decide to get a PUSH P0P because I havent had 1 since 8th grade..maybe the beginning of 9th. I was all excited lol and when I open it I was like WTF?! The PUSH P0P didnt need pushing. They now come with "P0P-UP ACTION" so a lil spring pushes up the pop automatically when u take off the top. Why the hell call it a PUSH P0P then. The fun of it was actually pushing it up. Things were so much better back in the day..like PUSH P0PS lol. I think ppl just want us to get fatter.. at least before you could burn carbs while eating the PUSH P0P.. but now ur just supposed 2 hold it like a moron. lol. Theve officially killed it.
Well this was a random post but thanks for reading lol
Tommorow I might go 2 Carowinds w. some ppl but Im not sure since Im not a big roller coaster person..=/ and I still have 2 get my mom 2 let me go because I haven cleaned all the shit she told me 2
♥ Ana
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[03 Jun 2005|05:14pm] |
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I thought finals were gona suck ass... but theyr not that bad i guess. The week has actually been kinda fun.. i keep forgetting my camera 2 take pix tho.
Monday There was NO SCHOOL!! lol I got back from the boring as hell mountain trip I dont feel like talking about.
Tuesday I went to school which was kinda boring and got home and started studying LIKE A BITCH for C&E because I didnt know shit and I was gona fail. SO i did the study guide which made me know a whole bunch of useless crap and I didnt even bother studying for Spanish because its... Spanish. So i went 2 bed late from studying and taking shit loads of breaks lol. Everyone in Miami got out of School! wOo!! I MISS U SOOO MUCH!! I ♥ U
Wednesday I took the fucking C&E exam and supposedly it was going to be 160 questions but for some reason he had skipped random numbers so parts of the test jumped from 97 to like 118. It wasnt as hard as i thought it was gona be and i thought i did kinda good on it but then i found out only 1 person got an A..and it wasnt me or any of the smart ppl.. it was Nate! wtf is that!? and besides that our class didnt do so well on it. I dont think im gona go find out what i got so w.e. Spanish was retarded. Jeff asked me if I could help him out by keeping my paper on the edge of my desk because he really needed a good grade. I ""helped" him out lol and afterwards he was like OMG thank u SO much! Next time I have a party UR COMING.. and next time u need some BEERS.. IM BUYING. I was like lol thanks. Hes so crazy. Then on the bus Caryn and i made plans 2 go get some food since it was only 12. I got home and at like 1 she picked me up in her new but already scratched up car lol. Its ok Caryn ur a good driver lol. We went 2 the supermarket and then 2 WENDYS. She brought her yrbook from last yr and showed me how everyone looked and w.e Then I saw the pic that freaked me out! It was Laurence Henriquez.. ViXs neighbor from when she lived in Doral Palms! I was like.. NO.. it cant be!..Doral ppl in my gay school!?! It was so much fun though..were tight Caryn *lil hand thing* lol. She dropped me off and I was gona study for Algebra but I didnt feel like it so i just did my lil 2 paragraphs for Health. I told ViX about Laurence and she freaked out too lol. I got his sn and gave it 2 her. This was some freaky shit!lol
Thursday Alg2 was easy and PHI was retarded. We just got up and talked about the articles we wrote our little paragraphs on. I got home and didnt do shit.
Friday The Debate exam was retarded.. and Alex wasnt there so she didnt sign my yrbook! Poor her though. She has an eye infection and is getting new glasses. Hope ur eye gets better! We had 2 draw tools again it art ugh. w.e. I forgot Brittanys burned CD again lol oops. Im gona babysit tonight and get sum $$</p>
Monday is the last day of finals and school! wOop wOop! lol
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| Season Finale! |
[17 May 2005|09:30pm] |
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Who saw the Gilmore Girls season finale?!!!!! It was SO FUCKING GOOD!!! I ♥ drama! lol I wish more ppl loved this show cuz right now only me and Ale are freaking out!! lol.
Stop Smurfing Around!! lol
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[15 May 2005|07:49pm] |
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This weekend officially sucked. I don't know how everything will get better, but these next few days might not be easy.
Saturday I woke up xtra early and went to the Chem review thing from 9-12. It was ok.. I was rlly tired though so I wasnt paying attention the whole time. Then I went home and started fixing my room cuz it was sOo messy. I didnt rlly leave my room the whole afternoon until Ivette asked me to help her look for the Barce vs Levante game online because they werent showing it on tv here. I found a radio thing for her and Arturo to listen to and I just hung around with them. She did my nails and they came out SO PRETTY lol. But when she was clipping 1 of my nails I duno what happened and she cut 1 of my fingers! It hurt like a bitch and was bleeding but I was laughing the whole time lol cuz she was sO worried. w.e Then I noticed the lil bitch was at my house and hanging around with my brother so I said hi when he passed the door of Ivys room so I wouldnt b rude. Then my mom calls me downstairs and tells me to not ignore him because he and his grandma were going over to Lissys house w. us for Jorges bday. I told her me, Lissy, and Gladys already had plans to go to the movies and she started bitching at me and asking who had given me permission to go. I told her my dad and Lissys mom already said we could go and she was just like w.e ok. Then I went back upstairs 2 work on my room and try 2 finish it and she calls me down 2 min later. She asked if I had finished my room and I was like no not yet.. and then shes like well then your not going out with your friends. She was trying 2 keep me from going so the little bitch wouldnt be 'alone' at Jorges house. I went upstairs and finished my room QUICK and went downstairs. I was pissed already and saw his grandma, him and my mom talking at the table. I said hi and w.e and then told my mom I finished my room and shes like ok u can go to the movies. I went back upstairs and saw that his grandma and him were leaving and Ivy was like I thought you guys were going with us to the dinner and she was like no. My mom looked mad and when they left she came up to my room and asked if I had finished picking out the clothes I dont wear nemore. I was like wtf?! I cant do everything in a day.. Im getting to it. My closet was a mess w. clothes because of that and then the bitching started. She told me it was my fault these ppl werent going with us to the party and it was my fault she cant be good friends w. his grandma and that last week when they came over I was him and being rude to them and that Im always rude to danny. I was like WTF!! I spent like an hour and a half downstairs talking with them and my mom and Ivy last weeknd, and my mom told me I could go to work on a proj. 4 chem. Im nice to the kid @ school and have introduced him 2 some ppl so he doesnt sit alone @ lunch.. but he talks shit about them and hes one of the most annoying ppl I know. We argued.. she called me and embarressment and left. I kept yelling and then I heard her talking bad about me 2 my dad and Ivy and I was super pissed. My dad came and talked 2 me and said he doesnt want 2 take sides in the fight cuz he doesnt think my mom has the right to force me 2 be friends with danny or to hang out with him. He asked if I was going to Jorges house and told me my mom wasnt going cuz she was too mad so I went. He told me I couldnt go to the movies though bcuz it would be better to deal w. the situation and I was upset cuz we had alread made plans to go a while back and that was the only reason we were meeting up @ Jorges. We got there and I just chilled and played bball and walked to find Gladys w.Lissy. Then my dad said she and Gladys could sleep over at my house so I left w. them to their house but then Gladys couldnt go cuz Jorge came w. Emerson and they wanted to sleep over there. My dad came to pick us up later and I convinced him to let me sleep over at their house instead because my mom and I werent gona talk neway so it made no diff. and after a while I convinced him 2 let me stay.
We chilled and watched the Incredibles and Jaime told us about how all these guys were after him when he was Jorges age (13) lol it was SoOo FUNNY. Then Lissys aunt called and asked us if we wanted to go downtown and chill for a while. Me, Lissy, Jorge, Jaime, and Carlos went and it was fun. There were all these drunk ppl. This guy asked Ada for .50 cents cuz he wanted pot lol and she freaking out. Then we saw this group of cross-dressers and Jaime was like.. I wonder what they would tell me if I said hi lol. We got home like @ 1.30 and Gladys was like Im hungry lets order Pizza! lol so we called like 10 diff places but the all closed at 1 so then we tried a chinese restaurant but it was closed too lol. Then she was like.. u know Im not rlly hungry I just wasnt some Fanta lol w.e. Then we finished the Incredibles and the next morning my dad came 2 pick me up. I havent seen or talked to my mom since yesterday and Im still super pissed becuz of the way shes been treating me and all over the bitch and his grandma (now u know why I call him the bitch). This has been going on for months and I dont know whatll happen.. =/
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Yearbooks came out today.. theyr sOo cool! *cough cough* They really suck.. theyr bigger than my chem txt book and its all filled with bs. Everything that should be in color.. like the senior class pic or senior pics and stuff.. isnt, but pointless crap is in color. Pics of ppls summer are in color.. a huge ass pic of livestrong bracelets are in color.. flip flops are in color.. but not seniors wtf?!! Besides that its the same ppl in most of the pics and its not people i wana see anyway. The cover is velvet..wtf?! Thats gona get messed up quick.. whose stupid idea was that! Anyway, like ViX would say this shit is BANANAS lol.
Today was okay i guess. Math was boring as usual. Then we had 1:30 min of hr so yrbooks could be passed out and seniors could have their senior breakfast. We watched the last half of the Lion King, which is wierd because i dont remember us watching the 1st half but then some1 said we had watched it in like Nov. w.e. Me and Sharon looked through the yrbook for a while and then we went to 3rd per. for half an hour. It was pointless.. then in English Ms. Mason was being bitchy again and we kept on with poetry which was boring. Then in C&E we did this lil chart thing and then Suzy wanted me to sign he yrbook but i didnt know what to write because Im gona see her nxt yr so it doesnt make a difference rlly. I dont wana sign ne1s rlly but w.e. The bus was cool Caryn and I looked at yrbooks and pointed out what was gay about them.
Pookies afraid of the rain sOo im gona let her in my room
♥ana
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[08 May 2005|10:27pm] |
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What the fuck!?! >=o Im so pissed off. The only time she wishes to have a real convo is to talk about something Ive done or to lecture me about BS. Seriously... then halfway through the convo she says were bf and should be able to talk about nething (sure w.e) but lectures so I never get a word in. Guess what? It just happened again the perfect ending to a sucky ass Mothers Day Im not gona go into details on this but Im sick and tired of this shit and theres no way Im just gona live with it... hell no. Only 4 weeks left.. thats all I have to say. Hope everyone else had a good day at least.
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALE!!! |
[27 Apr 2005|10:04pm] |
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This week has been kinda wierd. Every day I've taken like 3 hour naps and I wake up and do nothing and end up starting my hw at 10. w/e.
Today I woke up kinda late, which is pretty sad because I slept so much yesterday, and in math we got back our quizzes. I did so good! a 96 and a 100.. wOo! lol. Debate was funny as hell.. we did nothing again so Alex told me how she had gone with her dad and his friends to a bar and he let her have some shots and when she got home she had a beer lol. That got us into a whole discussion on drinks.. James was talking about different drinks and his favs and was making these stupid/funny faces when he was describing what he felt like after taking certain drinks... jello Shots and shotguns B-o lol. Then drugs came up and Alex and I pointed out that we dont smoke and think its disgusting and w.e and James was like you know what I wana try? going to Scarowinds high.. I've been to Carowinds high but going during the halloween thing would probably crazy! Yaniv then got into the convo saying how he has gone to Scarowinds high and it was freaky shit. Alex and I kept laughing for the stupidest things and we talked about drunkeness lol it was funny..and w.e the convo continued the entire class. We all might get together this weekend but I duno yet. Then in english the bell rang and everyone was SILENT while Ms. Mason was talking and she got freaked out. She was like, is something wrong with me? whats going on?! She continued to talk and people were laughing a little but tried to stay quiet to see what she would do. She seriously got freaked out and was like someone tell me whats going on! I know where you all live lmao. We all tried to stay quiet and then after a while a few ppl broke so it died. Ms. Mason still wanted to know what had happened lmao. Then after lunch we get back to the room and JinJin, the moron that she is, asks Micheal why he wears that "little hat" on his head. Its a Yamaka so we were all like omg JinJin just dont worry about it lol. Then people were asking him how his stays on when alot of ppl need clips to hold it on lol. C and E was cool because alot of ppl left the room to do AP registration so it was only like 12 ppl in the room and we took a few notes and had an open note quiz where everyone basically talked and we did Student Gov. voting. I got home and napped AGAIN... and woke up like at 7.30 and did my hw while eating shit.. now I'm getting ready to go to sleep..
♥ana
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[24 Apr 2005|11:18am] |
Every once in a while I revive these things so here goes...
This weekend has been really calm, nothing really happened. Friday night I was dead because i had slept only about 3 hours every night during the week and just couldnt fxn lol. I went online and just chilled not really doing anything and i was knocked out by like 11. Saturday I was woken up waaay 2 early..at 12.. lol because the annoying wrecker was here. My mom had chose 2 invite Danny over 2 our house AGAIN because his mom thinks he has no friends and needs 2 leave the house. I got pissed...once again because him and I are not friends and hes annoying, even though half the time he doesnt talk. So basically for three hours we watched tv but I got bored so I went and helped Yvette, my moms bff whose in town for like three months lol, make alfajores and just left him there. It was hilarious , she was telling me all these stupid stories from the pranks on she and my mom used to pull when they were little and they were being crazy so it was fun. Then I went to Blockbuster and rented Oceans 12 and watched it, since my mom didn't let me go out to the movies with friends. Later on that night Lissy and her family came over for like a family getty. We just chilled and Jaime found an AE catalog on my moms desk and he picked it up and there was this guy on the cover.. so he picks it up and was like OMG he is SO fine lol, and then shows the pic 2 everyone else who didnt think the guy was all that hot lol. We bothered him about it for the rest of the night and I went online while Lissy and I just chilled. I had a really good convo with Meli, and once again I started thinking waaayy too much but w.e. It was weird thinking about the situations that ppl are in now as opposed to a few yrs ago..things have really changed. Anyways..today Im supposed 2 be going to the mall because I need clothes and shoes badly! lol I hope I get 2 go!! =)
♥ana
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